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Tuesday, February 28, 2006

Haiya.. I dunno how to describe how I feel now. Anguish? Depressed? Happy? Excited? I guessed all is combined together but with more anguish and depress inside.

Sian sian sian. It had been a long time ever since I mentioned that word. Hasn't it? I think school has no meaning now or whatsoever. I only attended econs today. What the hell. I think I should really reflect liao.

Then everytime pon school go out with the same people. I mean it's okie if it's the same people but then if I dun like one of the people in the gang, I will end up not joinning them. Haha. Dunno how come I will think like that. Maybe I shouldn't join them. Coz maybe... they already belong together and it would be real bad of me to demand him/her to leave coz I dun like him/her.

But they say tahan a few days more lar. 2 more days only. Haiz! But I feel that I long time like nv hang out with Fyonne and the rest coz I keep going out with the other gang. Hope that tml will be like can go out together?

I guessed I hate CLASS OUTINGS now coz CLASS OUTINGS tend to include everyone yeah? EVERYONE! Oh my god. And that would mean.. like.. the person you dislike has a choice of whether to go or not to. So I guessed friends outings are the best man. You get to select the people etc. =X

Not that I wanted to leave out some people lar. But the fact is.. we just dun click and if they do come, who the hell is supposed to talk to them? Ahhh.. I guessed this is getting on my nerve. Sucks man.

2 continuous days of going out with him/her even in a group of people doesn't feel good. I hope tml won't be like that. But I must start cultivating good karma. Cannot be mean to anybody coz JAE results coming out. God, I will be good. Please please please let me get into the JC I want okie?

Then depressed coz possibly I won't end up in TPJC(dun want to either) and then all my beloved friends were go separate ways and blah blah. Don't wish to think about it yet. Hate it lar.

Okay. Enough of my ramblings.

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Today, as I mentioned earlier, I went to Econs lecture ONLY. Leon says in his sexy voice(coz he haven't recover from his sore throat & he plans to keep it permanent coz we said it is sexy) about what's the purpose of me coming school if I keep pon lessons.

True lar.

=(

Now... I shall state that from tomorrow onwards, I won't pon any lessons regardless of whoever trying to psyco me or whatever. :)

Then, the same group of people(you-know-who) other than shawn, who also planned to skip lessons went to tm in search of food. So it's a triple date. Rather than double date and an extra.

Think I'm getting fat. *hopefully*

At first wanna go kbox one. Think is xin xue lai chao bah. But called Dixon they all and then they say they dun want to go. So we decided not to go also.

In the end, we went and watch movie. Shawn had to leave so it's left with the couple, Chuan Ting and Christopher. Hurrr.

Watched Rumour Has It. I think all the recent movies that I watch is a waste of money. Ahhh! I'm going broke. Oh no! >.<

I guess I shall go on budget outings now.

Oh yeah, Fyonne is such a darling. She thought that I won't have time to buy a mirror for Michelle(read previous entry) so she bought one for her too! So in the end, Michelle got 2 mirrors. Hahaha. Then she says she will bring mine on monday, fyn's on tues, mine on wed and the list goes on.

<3 ya peeps! o6s23 rocks.

-Sign Off @ 5:59 PM :)

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