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What do you do..

Monday, January 14, 2008

When you're fucking pissed and you have no idea why you did and that you shouldn't but you are?

Okay, sounds confusing doesn't it?

But I feel like that. It had not been a breeze for me these few days. Bad things kept happening and I couldn't stand myself no longer.

Scenario 1:

I bought a pair of heels from U.R.S shop. Was happy about the price, it was 40% off but I stupidly took size 38. Went out of the shop, walked for less than an hour, and decided that that size 38 is too big for me. Wanted to change for a smaller size, they say that the bottom was scratched. As in the sole. So I can't change it.

Hello, I was walking on it for half an hour and you're telling me that I couldn't change it anymore????

And I don't think it was MY fault cos all I did was walk around the smooth grounds of the shopping mall. :(

Less than 1 day leh. Whatever happens to the 7 days exchange. Gah! I won't buy shoes from them anymore. Lousy shoes. I advise the same for you guys. C&K shoes are better and much more comfortable too.

Fyi, I wore them again today and to my dismay, blisters started to form. Damn pain too. I feel so pathetic having to walk about despite knowing that more blisters will be forming. :( :( :(

I am so going to chuck them aside somewhere inside my cabinet and let them rot. TO DEATH.

I am so fucking pissed.

Scenario 2:

Yes, yes I am starting work. Something to be happy about. The morning pisses me off cos the lady who asked me to come today didn't know I am coming today and I don't have the ID or whatever to officially start work.

So like, I came for nothing? I've been waking up at 7 plus despite late nights ( 2-3am) due to photoshoots and stuffs. The dark rings piss me off quite oftenly. So how can I be not pissed.

I am so pissed that I look like this now.

Come nearer and I'll eat you up.

I am so fucking pissed.

But the consolation is, during lunch breaks, that lady says confirmed the ID already so can work and today is counted as day 1 for me.

Scenario 3:

One of my friends backed out in something that was confirmed. But I'm glad the date was pushed back due to some accidents though. And I do not have any fucking idea how to solve it. It's too troublesome anyway. Might have to cancel away the whole plan.

I am so fucking pissed.

Scenario 4:

My poor feet hurt. Ooh, I mentioned that, didn't I? :(

I am so fucking pissed.

Scenario 5:

How would you like when your boyfriend says his dad is going to fetch him, the bus stop is god damnit so far away (I don't know why it's not near the library cos the library is supposed to be the main attraction anyway) at least for my heels to carry me, it was drizzling slightly and you have to drag yourself to the "near by" bus stop to wait for a bus to go home?

The boyfriend expressed unwillingness towards ferrying you along cos his dad doesn't know you yet and it is not along the way. You suggested drop off at some more convenient mrt instead but were rejected again.

Don't ask me why the boyfriend's dad doesn't know you yet. I have no idea. Ask the boyfriend.

And your legs hurt like fuck. You just feel like killing yourself over and over again.

Sigh. I shouldn't blame him. For I may do the same too. Perhaps it's due to having a bad feet day.

I am so fucking pissed.

Now, someone just give me the injection of immunity to get rid of the fucking pissed feeling.

-Sign Off @ 10:00 PM :)