some random stuff that always get onto my nerves Sunday, February 12, 2006
I really sianed diao liao. Today simply sucks. Nothing is good for me. Nothing! Nothing to rejoice about. Nothing to be happy about. Nothing.
Starting by today, I was rather unhappy. Yes, unhappy for people who always want to secure this day to be dedicated for them and yet decided to back out at the last moment. It did not happen only one time to me. But tons of times. Too many that I possibly forgotten.
Yeah. You must be wondering if that's you. And I will tell you this. That person is you.
Excuses like: my mum is ill, my mum forbids me to step out of the house, my aunties are coming, I'm alone at home, I have no keys etc etc aren't going to work on me anymore.
So guys, if you're trying to pick up a girl, ANY girl, please don't do that to her coz maybe in the first place, she did not even decided to go out with you if not you've insisted and DEMANDED.
And so, back to my point. I DON'T THINK I WOULD HAVE TIME FOR YOU ANYMORE. Get this clear. =)
I guess I shall adopt a policy from now on. I will only go out with the people I like. Not just any Tom, Dick or Jerry. You want to go out with me? Join the queue please. For it is reserved specially for all my beloved girlfriends and you stand no chance.
To add fire to the oil, my mum actually wanted to change my phone today. Isn't it so cool? (You must be rejoicing for me now.)
But you know what, she didn't want to pay for me coz she says my o levels results aren't up to her expectations. Oh, so much for whatever hard work I put in during o levels. I was being severely critized for not getting 10 points or whatever she wants. Maybe I should just jump down or die on the spot. It's not like I didn't try. She doesn't have to say all that to make me realised that I had failed myself.
Then I agreed on paying myself. And guessed what happened. SHE DIDN'T BRING HER IDENTITY CARD. Now now, who is in the wrong. To try to cover up for her own misdeeds, she accuses me of always changing handphones and not trying hard enough etc. B*tch lah. I'm not saying that she's a bitch. Coz if she is, I would be the daughter of a bitch. And I don't want that to happen. So I'm just saying, life is a bitch. Don't get me wrong.
Oh nevermind. I think I have bad karma for not being born cleverer, in a rich family and many many.
One more thing, my sis loves to think that my family is poor. I wonder why. She's so pessimistic that sometimes, I feel like slapping her when I read her blog. Nevermind, I would make sure that next time, I would be the one who won't even brat an eyelid when I donate $50,000 to the school to let my children go to the school that they desire. (Hahaha. Just like Shi Min's parents!)
Okay, enough about the getting-a-handphone stuff. I think I'm gonna pay for myself and my mum isn't kidding about it. Aww too bad, Irene. Although your sister can get a phone from ur mum without paying a single cent(just for being an obedient child with an average score in studies), your mum won't be able to have a say in whichever handphone that you insist to buy. Hmm.. Maybe you can get a N70. Hahaha!
I guess my only hope is NYJC already. Having a not-so-good score would lead you to a not-so-good junior college. I must be realistic. Irene, you must be coz you have to accept that.
Anyway, I went to a party yesterday and watched fearless with them. It was fun. Thank you, you guys. You all make my life a little brighter and better. I'm so glad I have friends like you. Unlike some.(You know who you are) *smiles*
