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Wednesday, June 28, 2006

I'm fucking disappointed. I got a D! And that is when I merely passed my econs. 50/100. Well done, Irene.

I was like mentally prepared to fail econs cos many said it was EASY. What the hell man. Haha. And I thought it was really not that EASY as they say. I shall conquer economics. No way I'm getting a C or D for the next paper.

Treat this as a lesson I guess? Haha! For not studying econs the way I should. For playing practically the last few months. For everything I did. For not trying to understand the ~~stupid~~ market structure and the ~~stupid~~ market failure and for not practising how to explain the diagrams. Stupid me.

50/100. Gosh! I would be damn happy if this is my physics results when I was in sec 4. But hell no. Econs is a humanity! And I'm supposed to be good in humanities! What the hell? What happened to me? I don't want to rot in TPJC. :(

If these type of results keep up, I will be so dead. D!! Oh my god. Kill me pls.

Ahhh. I'm going bonkers. Just ignore me.

I also want to complain about my English teacher. Either she's too strict or the other teachers are too lenient. Cos highest in class merely passed? 19/40. Yes, that's considered passed and I heard the other classes got people as high as 29/40. Please, can't be that bad of a difference right? And it's not just one who scored this high. The others in the other classes did pretty well.

In the sense that they got 17-20+ marks which is SUPER GOOD compared to our 12-18 marks. Okay, I'm not trying to offend anyone here. But they are the ones who got Cs to Ds in O levels. I don't discriminate that they got Cs and Ds then can't score well. Yes yes, they may be diligent. But why the BIG difference in marks?

Are the marking really that different? Don't try telling me our standard of english is not good cos the people in my class ranges are from As to Bs. So yeah. I got 13 marks lar. Which is like average of the class. What the hell! And my compre is supposed to be good(At least not that bad cos I'm from cheena school)!!!! I used to get at least 30+/50..

Ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh... Stupid teacher. And that's gonna be our GP marks lor. I request for re-mark! Cos my compo pretty much sucked too. I got 24/50 and 22/50 is the passing mark. A good pass would be 28/50. I so so so hate this.

I hope I won't suffer another heart attack upon receiving physics, maths and chem results.

[[irene shall keep her fingers crossed]]

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