Friday, September 29, 2006
Actually, I have no intention to update this blog until after exam. But since I'm online now and had a bit of time left, I wonder.. why not?
So I shall just talk abit about what happened today. I've been studying like real hard since 8 plus pm in the night till like midnight. Cos I stupidly wasted practically the whole afternoon watching "ye man wang fei" on youtube. It was super addictive I tell you all. Quite funny at times too. :)
Yul is cute.
And today is my GP and econs(H2) paper. I did the question, "How far do you agree that media has influenced Youths today in the society" or something like that for the compo. Cos I feel that it's the only topic I can fully express myself. The comprehension is real hard. The first time I read the first paragraph, I don't quite understand. But later, still okay lar. Econs is also.. sian. Cos I didn't know private good = merit and demerit goods. But luckily I got touch on the negative exernalities and I know a hell lot more about econs compared to common test. Haha. I just hope that I can pass both.
I thought that I would studying later in the night but after going to the hospital to visit my grandma (paternal side one). I feel like a bit no mood.
Although I'm not very close to her and stuffs and only visit her like 2-3 times a year, I feel that it's quite saddening. Cos it's like she's so thin and everything and when the last time I looked at her to celebrate her birthday, she still can talk and response and laugh and things like that. I just feel this cringe when I looked at her but could not bear myself to cry. Guess I'm quite a cold hearted person. No? Haha.
All sorts of tubes are attached onto her. Her legs are like wrapped up with the spongy thing and it's for protecting her legs cos her legs are kinda decaying cos of dibetes? So I shall cut down on my soft drinks cos I don't want to have diabetes. And her hands are swollen. They say that she's like a vegetable cos she can't really respond.. Can only move her finger by an inch.
I feel so oh man.. cos she's like in the hospitals for 3 weeks already and her conditions are worsening every single day. Now the doc says she's only left with 2 days. Can just pray that she would leave the world peacefully lor after all these sufferings.
When I die, I hope I would just die naturally, without any tubes attached to me and leave the world with a smile (without any worries). Ideally on a flower bed. What? Cannot meh? Haha. I also don't want any diseases if I can choose. Damn horrifying at the thought of it. I also don't want to be buried. Damn disgusting. Imagine the worms slowly eating your flesh away. So just burn the ashes and sprinkle it into the sea or just bury it or do whatever you want. For the body would just be an empty shell after we die.
And no, I wouldn't cry. It's not that I'm void of emotions but it is cos I feel that death is part of life. Only with deaths then there will be new lives.
Sunday, September 17, 2006
Arghhhhh. I hate studying. Who doesn't? Maybe nerds bah.
Particularly... Chemistry!
Chemistry sucked big time. So does Mathematics. Soooo.. screw promos.
Chanced upon Chuchu's blog today. So I decided to try this out too.
Can't believe I'm being placed with all these hot japanese girls (Excluding my long lost idol, Jolin). My point is - I'm as pretty as them. Hohoho! Slap myself. I'm getting soooo bhb. Oh wells.
Quite interesting I think. Thought you all might be interested.
Go try it out! Click.
Have fun.
Tuesday, September 12, 2006
Been busy lately. But still managed to do this to crease my boredom. =D
Here it goes, 100 questions :
1. ONE OF YOUR SCARS, HOW DID YOU GET IT? - Fell down when one of my friends pushed me.
2. WHAT IS ON THE WALLS IN YOUR ROOM? - jizsaw puzzles.
3. WHAT DOES YOUR CELL PHONE LOOK LIKE? - An extremely chio pink slide phone -- nokia 6111.
4. WHAT MUSIC DO YOU LISTEN TO? - anything that sounds good.
5. DO YOU KNOW WHAT TIME YOU WERE BORN? - in the morning 10 plus.
6. WHAT DO YOU WANT MORE THAN ANYTHING RIGHT NOW? - good grades, getting promoted to J2.
7. WHAT DO YOU MISS? - my sec school life.
8. WHAT IS YOUR MOST PRIZED POSSESSION/S? - myself.
10. DO YOU GET CLAUSTROPHOBIC? - i don't think i have any serious phobia.
11. DO YOU GET SCARED IN THE DARK? - yeah. sometimes. i'm pretty scared of the dark.
2. THE LAST PERSON TO MAKE YOU CRY? - someone.
13. WHAT IS YOUR FAVOURITE COLOGNE / PERFUME? - no preference
14. WHAT KIND OF HAIR/EYE COLOR DO YOU LIKE ON THE OPPOSITE SEX? - blue eyes? i think it's sexy for guys to have blue eyes. Haha!
15. WHERE CAN YOU SEE YOURSELF BEING PROPOSED TO? - like i can choose.
16. COFFEE OR ENERGY DRINK? - Energy drink.
17. WHAT IS YOUR FAVORITE PIZZA TOPPING? - cheese? ham? pineapple?
18. IF YOU CAN EAT ANYTHING RIGHT NOW, WHAT WOULD IT BE? - SEAFOOD.
19. WHO IS THE LAST PERSON YOU MADE MAD? - :)
21. WHAT WAS THE FIRST GIFT SOMEONE EVER GAVE YOU? - i think it's a bracelet.
22. DO YOU LIKE ANYBODY? - yeah. i like alot alot alot of ppl.
23. ARE YOU DOUBLE JOINTED? - yeah. i think so. cos my thumb can bent 90 degrees.
24. FAVORITE CLOTHING BRAND? - as long as it's nice. it's okie.
25. WHAT'S YOUR DREAM CAR? - a red sports car.
26.DO YOU HAVE A BONER RIGHT NOW? - ehhh?
27. HOW BIG IS YOUR BONER? - don't know what's that.
28. WOULD YOU FALL IN LOVE KNOWING THAT THE PERSON IS LEAVING? - depends.
29. WHAT IS THE BEST WAY TO TELL SOMEONE HOW MUCH THEY MEAN TO YOU? - show them (:
30. SAY A NUMBER FROM ONE TO A HUNDRED - 6
31. BLONDES OR BRUNETTES? - who cares.
32. WHAT IS ONE NUMBER YOU CALL OFTEN? - don't tell you.
33. WHAT ANNOYS YOU MOST? when someone wakes me up from my lovely sleep.
34. HAVE YOU BEEN OUT OF THE USA? - out of spore, yes.
35. YOUR WEAKNESSES? - lazy.
37. FIRST JOB? - PEPSI MAX promoter.
38. EVER DONE A PRANK CALL? - of course.
39. WHAT WERE YOU DOING BEFORE YOU FILLED OUT THIS? - DINNER!
40. IF YOU COULD GET PLASTIC SURGERY WHAT WOULD IT BE? - probably not.
41. WHY DID YOU FILL OUT THIS SURVEY? - i was bored.
42. WHAT DO YOU GET COMPLIMENTED ABOUT MOST? - everything.HAHA, actually no idea.
43. WHAT WOULD YOU DO IF ALCOHOL BECAME ILLEGAL? - i don't give a damn.
45. HOW MANY KIDS DO U WANT? - dont know. 2?
46. WERE YOU NAMED AFTER ANYONE? - nope, but i dont mind others naming after me. hahaha.
47. DO YOU WISH ON STARS? - if i have the chance to spot one.
48. WHICH FINGER[S] IS YOUR FAVORITE? - the baby finger.
49. WHEN DID YOU LAST CRY? - a few days ago.
50. DO YOU LIKE YOUR HANDWRITING? - i dont hate it.
51. WHAT IS YOUR FAVORITE LUNCH MEAT? - im fine with all types of lunch meat.
52. ANY BAD HABITS? - i tend to be very last minute with everything.
53. WHAT IS YOUR MOST EMBARRASSING CD ON THE SHELF? - probably she's. i had no idea when and why did i bought it when i dont listen to it at all.
54. IF YOU WERE ANOTHER PERSON, WOULD YOU BE FRIENDS WITH YOU? - this is totally redundant. it would be a sure yes, duhh. hehh.
55. HAVE YOU EVER TOLD A SECRET YOU SWORE NOT TO TELL? - no.
56. DO LOOKS MATTER? - guess so. but probably not the most impt factor.
57. HOW DO YOU RELEASE ANGER? - it depends.
58. WHERE IS YOUR SECOND HOME? - here. right now.
59. DO YOU TRUST OTHERS EASILY? - not really. unless you trusted me in the first place.
60. WHAT WAS YOUR FAVORITE TOY AS A CHILD? - the doink doink spring.
61. HOW MANY NUMBERS ARE IN YOUR CELL PHONE? - hmm.. 100 - 200?
62. DO YOU USE SARCASM? - HAHA. When necessary. I can be very sacastic. :)
63. EVER BEEN ARRESTED? - no way. i'm a good citizen.
64. HAVE YOU EVER BEEN IN A MOSH PIT? - no.
65. WHAT DO YOU LOOK FOR IN A GUY/GIRL? - character, little of looks.
66. WHAT ARE YOUR NICKNAMES? - small snow, snowy, urine (mean kids call me that when i'm young. wth) .
68. DO YOU UN-TIE YOUR SHOES WHEN YOU TAKE THEM OFF? -never. lol.
70. WHAT'S YOUR FAVORITE ICE CREAM FLAVOR? - chocolate.
72. WHAT ARE YOUR FAVORITE COLORS? - pink! but bright colours will do.
73. WHO/WHAT DO YOU MISS MOST RIGHT NOW? - don't tell you.
74. HOW MANY WISDOM TEETH DO YOU HAVE? - i got no idea.
75. DO YOU WANT EVERYONE TO ANSWER THESE QUESTIONS? - join in the fun people.haha.
76. WHAT ARE YOU LISTENING TO? - Lin Jun Jie's songs.
77. LAST THING YOU ATE? - my dinner which consists of fried eggs, fish, fish cake and bittergourd soup.
78. LAST PERSON YOU TALKED TO ON THE PHONE? - chuan ting?
79. THE FIRST THING YOU NOTICE IN THE OPPOSITE SEX? - his appearance.
80. FAVORITE THOUGHT PROVOKING SONG? - none in particular.
81. FAVORITE THING TO HATE? - vegetables.
82. FAVORITE DRINK(S)? - coke, sprite, f&n... You name it.
83. FAVORITE ZODIAC SIGN - GEMINI. II
84. WHAT IS YOUR FAVORITE SPORT? - captain ball, swimming?
85. WHAT IS YOUR HAIR COLOR? - black.
86. EYE COLOR? - either very dark brown or black.
Do you wear glasses? - contacts. sometimes glasses.
88. SIBLINGS? - 1 older sis and 1 younger bro.
89. FAVORITE MONTH? - definitely june.
90. YOU LIKE SUSHI? - yeahh.
91. LAST THING YOU WATCHED? - err.. the bian bian bian show.
92. FAVORITE DAY OF THE YEAR? - my birthday.
93. ARE YOU TOO SHY TO ASK SOMEONE OUT? - not really.
94. SUMMER OR WINTER? - winter.
95. KISSES OR HUGS? - hugs.
96. RELATIONSHIPS OR ONE NIGHT STANDS? - relationships.
97. WHAT WAS THE LAST THING YOU BOUGHT? - chocolate waffer and green apple ice blend with natta.
98. WHO IS THE LEAST LIKELY TO ANSWER THESE QUESTIONS? - the most bo chup one?
99. WHAT BOOK ARE YOU READING? - Comic? Love celeb. The ending is so so so nice i tell you. i'm in love with it.
100. IS ANYONE IN LOVE WITH YOU? - hmm.. i don't know..
Ever been this embarrassed? Tuesday, September 05, 2006
I almost died of embarrassment today.
Wonder why?
Met Chuan Ting at her house downstairs then we headed for school. Yes, to study. Felt that today was okay-okay. Much better at the airport one cos I think I ain't being productive the whole day yesterday. At least I know more about physics now okays? Like... Measurement? Although it's super easy as what Chuan Ting says. Hahahaha! And and and.. forces? And Dynamics? Still trying to read up on D.C circuit and everything. But havent really touch on it yet. Work, energy, power is giving me problems man. But nevermind larh. At least I started. So for those who haven't, be very worried. Even lazy irene had started.
Then, remember the previous previous entry on the airport one? I said I would post the sisterly photos of Dixon, Benji and Leon right? I actually didn't want to. But they all forced talked me into it. So out of boredom, I posted it, all along with another 2 photos.
This.
And this.
The second photo, as seen above, is a picture that we took when we secretly entered the guys' toilet in the airport. And and and... it got into the 8th hottest photo in TPJC in photoshare.
So, let's get back to the story shall we? I was strolling past harmlessly at the row of computers in the library. Then, there's this group of guys looking at photoshare and just at that moment of time, happened to be looking at THAT photo. So I guessed one spotted me as one of the people in the photo and all of their heads turned to look at me. I was so so so embarrassed I wanted to be an ostrich and bury my head into the soil. Thus, I decided not to borrow any computer anymore(which I actually wanted to).
But thanks to the help of the Chuan Ting, I still did. But only play for a while cos abit awkward lar. Their com is damn close to me and I can feel that they are still looking at me. -____-"
Damn. I shouldn't have post it. LOL. Guess it's too late for now.
How much have you changed? Sunday, September 03, 2006
Take this quiz, and see how much things have changed since then. 3 YEARS AGO TODAY
How old were you? 14.
What grade year were you in? sec2.
Where did you go to school? chung cheng main.
Where did you work? nowhere.
Where did you live? geylang bahru
How was your hair style? short.
Did you wear braces? no
Did you wear glasses? yes
Who was your best friend? sally
Who was your celebrity crush? edison
Who was your regular-person crush? hmmm.. too many to count. LOL.
How many tattoos did you have? none.
How many piercings did you have? 2.
What was your favorite band/group?: S.H.E
What was your worst fear?: the dark
Had you smoked a cigarette yet? nope.
Had you gotten drunk/high yet? nope.
Had you been to a real party yet? nope.
Had your heart broken? nope.
Had broken someones heart? no idea.
HA HA HA!!! LETS SEE WHAT YOU ARE NOW !!!!!
How old are you? 17.
Where do you go to school? tampines junior college.
Where do you work? nowhere. but at least worked before.
Where do you live? same place.
How is your hair style? long. Hah.
Do you have braces? still no.
Do you wear glasses? sometimes. but normally contacts.
Who is your best friend? the 06s23 bunch. :)
Still talk to any of your old friends? of course.
Who is your celebrity crush? hmm. the guy who acted as "qiang zhi shu" in the "it started with a kiss" series.
How many piercings now? still 2.
How many tattoos? none.
What is your biggest fear? unexplainable objects. Ha!
Have you smoked a cigarette yet? nope.
Have you gotten drunk or high? not really.
Have you been to a real party? nope.
Has your heart been broken? maybe.
Have you broken someones heart? maybe
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Taking this quiz makes me think about how much I'd change. Be it physically or mentally. And some things just cannot be forced. For instance, you cannot force yourself to like someone if you don't. You can't force yourself to think that it's the same when it's not. Just like the difference I feel between 06S23 and 06S26.
I'm not saying that 06S26 is bad. I'm not. These are just merely opinions of myself and possibly hold no standing. It's just that the people inside aren't same anymore. We are of different characters and just like immiscible liquids, we can't mix. I know we'd tried. It's nobody's fault.
But I just can't stand some annoying pests people in class who thinks that they are oh-so-great. I shan't name them but we know who they are. LOL. Sounds so harry potter. "We do not speak of his name."
Yes yes yes. People have flaws. But I'm just so sick of seeing their fuck face. My friend calls these people LJBs. Haha. Happy guessing what's LJBs. Actually don't need lar. My class got some LJBs already.
Ahh whatever. In life, we do not need a bunch of friends to be happy. We just need some trustworthy ones to be happy. So I just had to ignore those LJBs in my life. Bah! Insignificant pests. Shoooo.
Saturday, September 02, 2006
Bah. Guess I shall just leave it for now.
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Presenting to you all, a total of 75 photos. And it's like I tried to exclude a hell lot of photos already. Cos the original number was 180. Haha! And we're out to celebrate... Leon's birthday. Although it's like damn belated.
Went to Tampines Mall at first to collect my contacts with Chuan Ting. Took bus 27 to the airport!
Us at the bus stop.
And myself. How can I ever fail to take photo of myself? LOL. Sometimes, I amaze myself.
When all of us gathered, we went directly to sakae! Goody Fyonne had already booked a place for us there. So we didn't need to wait to be seated. How nice. And it's the first time I sat on a 8-person seater lor. Shiok! the most that I sat was for 6 people one. It's super spacious I tell you. No wonder they say things at airport are different. Indeed.
We faster chiong all the food cos it's eat-all-you-can buffet. Me, being especially nice, decided to make a personalized birthday cake for the belated birthday boy, Leon.
Looks nice hor? but taste nasty super nice cos there's this BIG piece of wasabi on top of the 'cake'. And we forced Leon to gulp it down. Hahaha!
Him posing with the nice cake. It looks so artistic right?
The nice food passes by within my reach.
Fyonne, Chuan Ting and ME!
The plates.
Us. Me, Chuan Ting, Fyonne, Leon, Benji and Dixon.
My darling and me.
Benji, Dixon and Leon - the funny guys.
Don't believe me? The next photo is the proof.
Benji:"I think I'm drunk. More sakae please!"
And we girls just can't get enough of ourselves.
Say cheeseeeee...
Yay!!!
Isn't this such an artistic photo?
Then, it's like followed by funny expressions photos.
Look at Dixon! So cute!! hahahaha!
And we realised that there's this option where one can take continuous photo of himself/herself. So we decided to try it out. * Scroll all the way down *
Actually only 3 photos lar. But still very funny right? Hah.
Now now, look at Leon's expression. Priceless.
Wonder why he gave such an expression? Look at the next two photos.
Cos.. they are playing stuffing the mouth with watermelons!
Cute not? Hahaha! It was so funny we burst out laughing. And everyone was looking at us.
Wanna see the role model to eating watermelons? Look at Leon!
See! So si wen. *Nods* Role model.
Then, as we get enough of our faces, we decided to take photo of our feet.
Mine is the silver shoe one. So pretty right? Followed by Chuan Ting, Fyonne in sneakers, Leon and Benji beside me. Dixon's foot was not present cos he went to the toilet in the mean time.
Then, we thought of a funny thought. It started with Leon.
He wanna kop my shoe!!! Evil person.
And ended up getting his slipper stolen by me. Hohoho!
See how much I was laughing.
And Benji ended up getting his slipper stolen too! By me too. Hahaha!
See.... He's crying. Awww.. =(
*Sobs* Boohoooo... Mummyyyy!
Followed by Leon.
Left with no choice, he finally surrenderred and returned me my wallet.
Heh.
But they still managed to steal Chuan Ting's and my bags and even pose with it!!
Omg. Look so gay right? Haha! I even threatened to post this photo to TPJC photoshare. Hahaha! =D
But I decided not to. Being the kind hearted me. *coughs*
I decided to ignore them and eat my toufu.
Even to the extent of stuffing myself with it.
Chuan Ting they all got so bo liaoed that they decided to take a photo of Leon taking me.
See! Even with my chio pink colour handphone.
S0oo... I decided not to return him his slipper. Humph! Benji got back his slipper though. Cos we forced him to suck a teabag immersed in soya sauce and wasabi. Leon didn't manage to get back his slipper though he did the exact same thing. Too bad lar. Cos birthday boy mahs.
See. He looked so sad. Poor him. Awww.. So I decided to give in and returned him his slipper. So nice of me right? Haha!
And we took a group photo! Outside of Sakae. =))
We skipped out of Sakae with our full stomachs and saw a wedding couple.
In the airport! Like WOW. The groom is holding the skirt up for the bride I think. But it looks quite weird cos he possibly hold the skirt too high.
Bride:"Ehhh! You're holding my skirt too high! I may get exposed."
Groom:"Nevermind lar. What have I never seen before? Teeheehee."
Haha. Just kidding. :))
After this, we demanded that Leon is to kiss Dixon and Benji. Haha!
But they didn't. Awww. Hahaha!
But we still give them rewards anyway. Bubblegums! Courtesy of Chuan Ting?
Benji blowing bubble. I think I can't do this even if I try 100000000 times. Haha!
Something exciting happened cos we found a trolley lying near the wall and we decided to play with it.
Benji,"Oh my god, oh my god! It's crashinnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnng!!!"
And the other way round.
Afterwards, we decided to go to MacDonald to study after a whole day of playing.
See the notes? I'm not lying.
And... instead of going MacDonalds, I landed up in Cairo, Eygpt.
What? Don't believe me? See the pyramid!! Hoho.
Leon then suggested something damnnnnn cool.
We're in a rectangle!
And heart shape!
Circle!
With handphones!
Oh my god. Soooo cool lar. It's my first time taking such photos. So I felt really amazed. Yeah, I know I sounded deprived but ahh, who cares? Hahaha.
We got bored of studying soon enough. Okay lar, not we. Just Chot and I. So we ended up scribbling away.
Well, at least I still look like a person whereas chot? Her true form!!!
As I drank too much, the girls decided to pay the MacDonald's toilet a visit and brought our camera there too.
A normal shot by the mirror reflection.
(^___^)V Sweet....
3 pretty girls? Hahaha. Actually question mark cos I ain't sure if Chuan Ting can be considered a girl or not. Shhh.. Don't tell her okay? Oops. I think I just announced that to the whole wide world.
Benji left soon after cos he needs to go home already so it's just left with Dixon, Leon, Fyonne, Chuan Ting and most importantly, Irene!
Oh oh!! Then, we sauntered to the guys' toilet discreetly with Leon and Dixon as the lookout.
And took this. Squeesy. Then, Leon went to the cubical beside us and scared us by threatening to jump over if we do not come out of the cubicle.
Leon:"Alamak! You all stay inside for what? People also cannot see if you're in the guy's cubicle if you take photo here."
Us:"Yeah hor." Then proceeded to step out quietly.
And pose for the camera!
Next to the... urinal! Naughty.
And signs that we went to right wrong toilet respectively.
Due to my sharp eyesight, I caught sight of a small concave mirror hanging harmlessly by the corner near the toilet. So I suggested to take a group photo over there.
Notice our hand signs? Yes, it's 23. Symbolising 06S23. Totally rock.
Us in the same toilet. So cool yeah?
Followed by the phone booth.
Poor Leon. He looked squashed. No offense Dixon!
The interesting thing is... What's our tripod stand? Cos it's already like damn late in the airport. So there very little people left to take photo for us...
Here it is! Presenting the proud 'tripod stand'.
Two airport staffs even stopped to look at the stand we placed directly outside the phone booth. Maybe they are suspecting we are stealing it? Hahaha!
Leon then decided to take abstract photos for us.
Cool...
Pretty nice eh? Looks so natural.
Can you spot us?
After a loooong day, we must be exhausted. Needless to say, thirtsy. So we headed to the water cooler. One thing cool about the airport is... you get free drinking water.
Teeheehee. It's free.
And while waiting for the guys to use the toilet...
We were trying out the "act cute" pose that girls would pose to make themselves look cute. Cute or not?! The answer is seemingly obvious. Especially the one in the middle who tried to ruin the pic. Hahaha!
Leon and Dixon are especially naughty.
Look at what they're doing. I reckon some parents are showing disapproval while looking at them doing that. Hahahaha!
Look what we got here.
Peekaboo!
The five of us, with the dustbin as the tripod stand this time. Leon says the dustbin smells. But I'm immune to it cos Chuan Ting smells as good as the dustbin. Hahaha!
We found another trolley somewhere near.
So we decided to balance on the stand! I can't imagine how the trolley can take Chuan Ting's weight. Although both Fyonne and me are light lar. Hahahahah! Just kidding.
It's like getting late by then. So we decided to take sky train back to Terminal 1 to take bus and then head home.
As usual.
I was so tired that I just dozed off.
Nice day spent. With my goody buddies. It's just like the first three months days. 06S23 really rock with you guys around. Let's hang out some day again. I know we will. :)
