Sometimes, in life, shit happens and all we have to do is to GET OVER IT. Probably admit that our lives are fucked and that's about it.
Today I had the most FML moment in the month of sep, went into slight depression mode but eventually I got over it after talking to many. I wished that sometimes, reality is a dream. We are in a dream of a dream and when we wake up, all the troubles and worries were insignificant - or that, it doesn't matter anyway since it's a dream.
Last time, I used to think of my blog as a platform to vent out my anger, voice out my displeasures, sadness and also to share my happiness. However, since this is afterall, a public blog, I cannot afford to do that anymore. I wonder how long I can bottle up my feelings, emotions and swallow them all down till the day I couldn't take it anymore. Perhaps I should create another private blog and talk all I want there. Just.. not here.
...And people like to see happy thoughts right? No one will enjoy reading how emo or tragic a person's life is. Unless you really hate the person ttm and is a sadist.
But I'm only human. I feel sad, emo and angry at times as well. Now I seriously need a time out to adjust my emo self back to normal. Sorry guys and be right back.
xoxo,
xia0xue