Haiya...
I feel so dead. I had a talk with Chuan Ting late at night yesterday after I gave up studying econs cos it's totally impossible to study finish all!
Madness. I don't want to leave TPJC in a sour note. I don't want to waste my youth in TPJC. I don't want to get Cs & Ds and go to some other private uni. But the direction I'm heading and how I manage time away made me ponder if I will be one of those who cried like hell when I receive the results.
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NOOOOOOOOOOOooooooOOOOOOOooooo!!!!!!!!! This can't be happening.
I shall embark on my goals starting from tml! But that's only if I can maintain this mindset when I wake up again tml.
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Everything is so stress. Felt like crying. Don't know how and where to start. HOW!!!! I hate disappointment and disappointing myself and others. I was sad/neutral when I receive my o lvl results. What if the same or worse happens to my A levels?
Arghhhhhhh.Somehow, I feel like just staying back for one year cos I am so so so so so afraid of not doing well ENOUGH.
Hais.. The only consolation was that at least I still got trustable friends to talk to about.
Studies suck. For now. :(