_my love for you;

okay.

Saturday, September 29, 2007

I got to overwrite that rule at least for today? I didn't score well for prelims. SADDED! -__-"

The only subject I passed so far is GP. Omfgwtfbbq! I am so fucked.

The worse day would be monday cos I will finally get back econs and face the sad truth that PERHAPS I can't do well in subjects that I think I could at least be doing better at? But my friends all know that I'm screwed for micro question 1 alreadyyyyy. Wen bu dui ti. So what's the chances of me passing econs? I dunno. I just hope that the other questions can help pull my marks up? Please please please.

ARGH. Shall bian bi si guo already. :(

Just post up some photos of my shopping trip with chuanting and ber lest they want it (long overdued).

Lazy to write the captions. So you just see the pictures and admire all ~~their spastic~~ our pretty faces! Just kidding. It was fun while it lasted although I only got bangles and earrings that day.

Haha! Belinda spent like 100 over that day and another 100 over for the next day. But Chuanting got grouchy cos she got alot of money but nothing to spend on. SAD!
K lah. That's enough. No more updates already... Unlesssss.. (: (: (: I wish for death or something.

-Sign Off @ 10:10 PM :)

dead

Thursday, September 27, 2007

THIS BLOG IS GOING TO BE SO DEAD TILL I FEEL THAT I HAD DONE ENOUGH REVISION TO HAVE TIME TO BLOG.

-Sign Off @ 7:48 AM :)

sakura

Tuesday, September 18, 2007

No, it's not the flower that booms in Japan during spring. Neither is it the pretty character from the cartoon, cardcapturer sakura.

It's the name of a restaurant. Sigh, I think you guys will know it even earlier than you read the two lame lines I wrote in front cos it's so so common already. *Smack forehead*

Okay fine. I failed my attempt of being lame. ~~Just so to make myself a little happier.~~ Anyway, went there on 16th of September, which is the unfortunate day my sister turned 21 and the real unfortunate day cos the very next day was my econs paper. Sooooo.. Please don't blame me too much if I didn't get a good result for econs. I'd tried my best! :'(

I got her a GUESS bag that cost a whooping $180 but the sad thing is, I don't feel very broke or heartpain? I think cos I don't see my money getting lesser cos I pay by nets? HA! Self-deluding. The bag looks awesome! It was errr, love at first sight. Better than any other guess bags that I'd seen so far.

Yup, she's carrying it!

The picture ain't doing justice to how pretty that bag is. It's not even pink. It's like stylish black/grey with some shiny bits of metal. I particularly liked the metal that is curved guess in a cursive manner. Damn pretty!

Shit. I sound so bimbotic. Alright, here are the pictures. We took a cab all the way to the sakura located at Tampines Safra - the building I see almost everyday (cos take bus there like, forever?).

Me and my brother. I don't know why he likes to act spastic. ~~Must be the acts of angchuanting affecting him!~~

You know him? Ha.

hahah! AND this one he's not even looking at the camera la. Irritating.

Waited outside at the restaurant feeling nervous cos I didn't bring anything else to study and I stopped studying at 4pm! WTF right? Sigh. What to do?

My dad and mum at the bottom. Me, sis, cousin and annoying brother.

This time with my sis' boyfriend.

And the birthday girl.

We took a hell lot of photos cos the people(my relatives) haven't arrive! AND the greatest thing was - I didn't bring any notes to study. AND I stopped studying at like, 4 pm? Just great. Now I know that maybe I would have something to blame on if my economics results ain't too fabulous.

The food was buffet style. Not too great but got a lot of variety. Duh! Buffet style whatttt. But I would rather spend the same amount of money on a big, fat and nice steak with some really really sweet dessert cos I feeling rather bitter now. :(

Sigh. Whatever. Who cares?

Back to the topic, I think my sis feels the happiest on that day cos she received a hell lot of presents. Expensive ones especially which includes samsung mp3 player, adidas jacket, diamond necklace, pearl necklace, my very expensive GUESS bag, lots of $$$ (planning to rob her) and many others that are valued for money.

Two pictures to end this blog entry since I had not taken photos with my cam for a long, long, long time.

Smirk! Cos I'm a nice sis that every sibling would want? HAHA! Cos I buy authentic handbags and not imitations that other siblings may buy for their siblings' birthday? Just kiddingggg. (:

To my sis if you're reading this: Happy 21st birthday! ~~Remember to get me expensive presents on my birthday too alright?~~

Is it me or is it you?
I'm feeling very vexed that it's getting hard to understand.
Feeling ever so moody. ZZZ!

-Sign Off @ 4:03 AM :)

I am so bored right NOW tt's y I blogged.

Wednesday, September 12, 2007

I am blogging at an unearthly hour of 1.30am! Simply cos I slept the moment I reached home. Papers I have conquered so far.

- GP compo & compre (still ok?)
- Chemistry paper 3 (err.. confirm better than commontest! =D)
- Econs paper 1 (eh.. dunno how the result will churn out though. =/)
- Maths paper 1 (die. I am so freaking blind! Missed out part of one question. =S)
- Physics paper 2 (also another slaughter paper?)

WOHOO! Although cannot guarantee it with results? But it serves as a lesson lor. What's over is over. Just keep moving forward? Let's do a checklist here... I'm left with:

- Chemistry paper 1 & 2
- Econs paper 2
- Maths paper 2
- Physics paper 1

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Sighhhhh. Why still so long! I'm very worried for my econs and maths this time. Cos econs need to memorise alotttttttttttttttttttttttt... and my sis' birthday have to be on the day JUST before my econs paper!!

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Chenkai sent me something interesting the other day that can create a picture using many other pictures! (:

It's freaking cool and it's called mosaic or something. Here are some examples:

MYSELF. Hohohohoho~! For those who are like, deprived of me. ~~That is, for everyone!~~(: (: (:

Me and him. He created this with all the photos he has of me. So SWEET right? Hah! ~~Happy 4th months love.~~ LOL! Random.

Andddddd... not forgetting some of the most important people in my life.

left to right: yuling, FATchuanting, myself (duh! VVVIP okie?), michelle, may and dixon! (: (: (:

That's about it. I think I should go and study more if I have the energy to type this out. OR I should just pig the rest of the night away. Cya guyssssss...

Maybe the next update will only be when I feel like it or if the prelims are overrrrr!

-Sign Off @ 1:50 AM :)

YAY!

Sunday, September 09, 2007

Prelims tomorrow!!!!!! I'm so looking forward to it.

Happy! hur hur..

-Sign Off @ 9:20 PM :)

The Wolf and the Lamb

Monday, September 03, 2007

One sunny day, a Wolf sat quenching his thirst at a calm hillside spring. As he lapped up the cool water, he saw from the corner of his eye, a Lamb drinking from the same spring a little lower down the hill.

“There’s my supper,” he thought. “It looks like easy prey, but I must think of a way to open up a quarrel with him.” He then called out to the Lamb, “how dare you muddy the water from which I am drinking!”

“Oh no!” cried the Lamb, “it cannot be me making your water muddy. The water runs down from you to me and surely, I cannot be the cause of it.”

“Well then, exactly a year ago at this very spot you called me bad names. Why did you do that?“ tried the Wolf once more.

“I could not have called you names,” said the Lamb, “for I am only six months old.”

“I don’t care,” snarled the Wolf, “if it was not you, then it was your father!”

And with that he rushed upon the poor little Lamb and gobbled it up.

But before it died it gasped out— “ANY EXCUSE WILL SERVE A TYRANT.”

-Sign Off @ 3:56 PM :)

When There Was Me and You

Sunday, September 02, 2007

It's funny when you find yourself
Looking from the outside
I'm standing here but all I want
Is to be over there
Why did I let myself believe
Miracles could happen
Cause now I have to pretend
That I don't really care

I thought you were my fairytale
A dream when I'm not sleeping
A wish upon a star
Thats coming true
But everybody else could tell
That I confused my feelings with the truth
When there was me and you

I swore I knew the melody
That I heard you singing
And when you smiled
You made me feel
Like I could sing along
But then you went and changed the words
Now my heart is empty
I'm only left with used-to-be's
Once upon a song

Now I know your not a fairytale
And dreams were meant for sleeping
And wishes on a star
Just don't come true
Cause now even I can tell
That I confused my feelings with the truth
Cause I liked the view
When there was me and you

I can't believe that
I could be so blind
It's like you were floating
While I was falling
And I didn't mind

Cause I liked the view
Thought you felt it too
When there was me and you

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Hahaha! I know this is like so old already since the launch of high school musical but then this is my current favourite(?) song. Although it's like those emo emo sad sad song but then I think I have a tendency for such songs? Cos I also like "my happy ending". =D *Cos Chot had this song in her hp and now serves as an alarm for me to wake up in the morning*

So really have nothing to do with anything. Stop imagining stuffs people! Hahaha.. There was never a "when there was me and you" and I am not reminiscing anything, unless of course, I want to bring nightmares to myself. But I don't wanna do that, do I? So, there IS only a "when there IS me and you". I think those smart ones out there will get what I mean. xD ~~Who knows? HE may read my blog and feels that this song is for him when it's not.~~ Bah!

LOLS.

I had only finished the maths fac. test 2? AHhhhh.. have to speed up! Okay..

I HAVE TO FINISH ORGANIC CHEM BY TODAY!
I HAVE TO FINISH ORGANIC CHEM BY TODAY!
I HAVE TO FINISH ORGANIC CHEM BY TODAY!
I HAVE TO FINISH ORGANIC CHEM BY TODAY!
I HAVE TO FINISH ORGANIC CHEM BY TODAY!
I HAVE TO FINISH ORGANIC CHEM BY TODAY!
I HAVE TO FINISH ORGANIC CHEM BY TODAY!
I HAVE TO FINISH ORGANIC CHEM BY TODAY!
I HAVE TO FINISH ORGANIC CHEM BY TODAY!
I HAVE TO FINISH ORGANIC CHEM BY TODAY!
I HAVE TO FINISH ORGANIC CHEM BY TODAY!
I HAVE TO FINISH ORGANIC CHEM BY TODAY!
I HAVE TO FINISH ORGANIC CHEM BY TODAY!

This blog post serves to remind me to finish organic chem by today. Otherwise, I will..... uh nevermind!

JUST REMEMBER I HAVE TO FINISH ORGANIC CHEM BY TODAY! x.x ~~Shit. I just spend some time typing these rubbish.~~

-Sign Off @ 12:56 PM :)

Random

Saturday, September 01, 2007

Recently, I asked one of friends what is their definition on two-timing. I always thought that steading with two girls at once or, having two girls at once without the knowledge of any (1) girl would mean two-timing.

But I think the minds of guys function differently. They think that as long as they don't like their current girlfriend and don't hang out with her anymore, getting another girl would NOT mean two-timing. I say that is bullshit. No offense though. Two-timing is two-timing. ANGRY~!

Not so much already cos my lovelies say that these type of people spend time being angry with them for what? Not worth! I so agree. (:

Friends of mine would know what I am talking about. Nothing to do about my sweetest chenkai though. :D

***

Alot of days passed already. Alot of things happened and I am like, along with others approaching the big A.. Sigh~ At least all my problems were ~~temporary~~ solved. Hahaha!

I'm feeling very random right now. Shall type whatever comes to my mind.

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Keep your friends near but keep your enemies nearer? Hmmmm.. But if someone really does that, do you think it is hypocrisy?

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Sigh.. Can't stand some people. I think they have absolutely no idea that they are bringing negative externalities to the third party. Wish that sometimes can take scotch tape or something and shove it down their throats. Then maybe they will gag to death or something.

I think I'm having PMS-y mood cos I'm whining so much. Or maybe I was having a headache that had caused all these.

Or... maybe the whole world is against me. :(

-Sign Off @ 5:30 PM :)