_my love for you;

lol @ them pls

Sunday, July 20, 2008

My tagboard is alive! Since yesterday, there were 2 nothing-to-do sad creatures who try to seek my attention over the tagboard by saying that I look like an alien. *points to cbox over there*

What is soooooo bad to look like an alien? They are relatively cute lor. If they were to be compared to people like you who don't even dare to put their names when commenting. You know what you are just like? Cowards. :)

That is the exact word for you all.

omg I am an alien!

so am I! *gives cute face*

Cj7 is damn cute can!!!111 and I don't get it that they kept on harping on the point of me looking like an alien. Quite funny actually. I kept their comments of that down cos it keeps me entertained just by looking at it. What is your motive in stating them down?

To trample on my confidence? To pick a fight so that your life don't seem so boring? To appear pretty?

LOL. I tell ya, no way in life is that going to happen. Cos Irene is the most ego-ististististic person you would ever meet.

I am confident to say that I am in no way looking like an ET (I don't mind CJ7 though) and at the very least, prettier than you.

Why? Simply put, I think I am fucking beautiful. Yeah, ego baby ego. Although I do not state that I am the prettiest (I am not) but at least I can earn money through my looks.

...... Can you?

I know this might sound fucking proud but for the sake of making these people realise, I have to say it.

Photographers pay me at least $50/hour just to shoot me. What about you? $6/hour typing your ass off at some admin office? I know life is unfair - which is why you can't get over the fact and started spamming my blog in the first place.

I know what can help you.

Plastic surgery perhaps? Look for Dr Alex Tan (from channel U 10pm show), he is fucking pro luh and not to say, eyecandy material.

However, I think no amount of plastic surgery can help you luh since you got such a vicious heart to criticise almost anything. From looks to even my name??

Like hello, do I have a choice to choose my name? But I don't detest it cos it is my mum who named me and I am uber proud that I am who I am.

I mean there will not be anyone who has got the name IRENE LEE XIAO XUE. Are you jealous or something that my chinese name sounds a wee cute to you? I know, I like them very much too. It is the name of several female leads in alot of japanese drama series lor. :]

Okay luh. Enough of all these bullshits already. Just one advice to you la.

Gosh, I love the phrase! How about a nice big cup of shut the fuck up? THINK BEFORE YOU SAY SOMETHING STUPID, DUMBASS(ES).

If you have the balls to go spam around my tagboard, why not send me an email about how much you hate looking at me? Very funny leh. You don't like to look at my face then keep coming back for what? To see a response from me ah? Didn't know you were so into me. No wonder it is true when they say if a person hates you, it can only be that he/she is jealous of you and wants to be like you. Hahahahahaha.

Stop feeding to my ego already. :D

Here is two big ass photos of the chio me who look much better than you are.

Eat that bitches.

p/s Thanks to those who stood up for me! Many loves from this "alien" girl. :D

-Sign Off @ 11:42 PM :)

Fuckaccino

You know when you avoid blogging about somethings to the extend that you want to forget all about it....

And you just can't.

Especially when people come asking you about it. Like, "Eh what happened between you and XYZ? Tell me leh!"

I didn't say because I see no point in doing so.

Why would I want to blog about things that I wanted to kept between us? I know blogging is like writing a diary down. Except that it is not that personal as the whole wide world can see for themselves what you have blogged, isn't it?

Sigh.

But right now, I just feel like lashing it all out.

Because I think Chenkai wouldn't mind it anymore. Not anymore after he ignored the numerous amount of phonecalls I attempted to reach him. Seriously I probably hit record high trying to reach someone so desperately. I guess it is just not working out anymore....

I always thought that the problem lies with me. That, if we ever broke up, it is ME who would suggest it and he would never be the one.

Why you ask? Cos previously he said he will never let me go unless I let him go. But..... I guess promises are meant to be broken. Yes? No? Yes.

His reason being - he is unhappy that I prioritise friends over him. Fair enough?

*NOT*

Because he was not there when I wanted to feel the happiest on this day of the year. He didn't even call me to wish me a happy birthday. I know, what kind of boyfriend is that right. All the shit ass excuse he gave is not suffice for these type of treatment cos even friends who I barely know also wished me, like 100000 years ago. So who are the ones there for me? My friends. Not him.

Tell me, do I deserve such actions from him? Do I?

But the truth is... I don't mind because it is him and not just anyone else.

Because, just because whenever I look at him, all the angst thoughts just seem to vanish away and I can't stay being angry at him anymore.

I begin to remember how gentle his touch was.

I begin to remember how nice it feels to lie on his strong chest whenever he send me back home.

I begin to remember how fizzy my heart feels whenever he does something for me, even if it is just a simple thing.

I begin to remember how it is like to be loved by him.

And all the sweet memories just come flowing into me once again.

............. it is so fucking hard to not remember the times we spent together. But I will have to try.

& I'll be just fine. I know I will be. ~~Without him in my life.~~

-Sign Off @ 1:02 AM :)

M'sia trip

Thursday, July 17, 2008

I know it is frustrating to go into someone's blog link again and again, only to realise that he/she has not updated.....

Especially those blogs that I usually go to (don't want tell you all who! hahahaha. later they think I stalk them.

So I shall update this blog that is dying in cobwebs already. The reason being that I am busy with my own stuff. ~~I'm just lazy. ohdamnit.~~ Seriously, blogging consumes alot of time leh. Especially for those who don't blog, they won't understand one.

I am feeling quite old already leh. 19 sounds so oldddddd. I'm still living in denial that I am eighteen, EVERYDAY.

So I can act like an ignorant brat and still camwhore all day. Wait, hang on, actually I think I am still young luh. Since I haven't hit the big TWOs yet. Y-E-T. I can't believe that I am turning 20 next year. Boohoooo.

Anyway, I was away last weekend (actually only Sunday lah) cos.... I head over to Malaysia. Can only afford Malaysia right now lo. I'm too poor to be able to travel to far away countries mah. What to do. So just make do with what I have. Anyone wanna donate to Irene's needy funds? :D

Mummy woke me up like damn fucking early. I slept at 2 + am and guess what. She woke me up at 4 am. -_____-"

I barely rested my eyes lah. Buey tahan.

Washed up & we cabbed to Yishun MacDonalds for breakfast!!!!!111 I never get sick of MacDonalds ever since I am a child cos it is a privilege. I think cos I only get to eat it like once per week with my family and I soooooooooooooooooo adore their Happy Meal toys. Although now I get to eat it whenever I want, I still like Mac alot luh.

&.. I only started developing a liking for KFC during my secondary school under the influence of my friends.

This is what I wore there! The butterfly kimono top that I adore a hell lot, a waist belt and skinny jeans.

Talking about the waist belt, it is freaking funny lor. The frontal part is made up of metal. Dunno what metal la, but just metal.

Then we have to walk through this "gate" and suddenly it started beeping!!!

Almost scared me to death. The securities thought I have guns or something. LOL.

Back to the topic,

This is what I ate - Sasuage egg muffin. Yummy. *smack lips*

Me with my brand new grey contacts. :D

& also, for the first time, I did my own nail art!

Without flash.

Closeup. Pretty in pink. I stucked the diametes by myself lor.

Chio? These are my own nails. I know they are too long for my own good. But still, I think long nails are freaking sexy. Except that it scratches my friends quite easily then no one will want to come near me already. :(

I know it doesn't look very nice on pictures but in real life they are ultra pretty + bling! In total I spent about 1 hour doing this set. Obviously took a little longer for the right hand duh...

In case most f you don't know, a set of nails like this would cost about at least $50 at a nail salons! I know cos that time there was 2 girls sitting next to me doing exactly something like this and I asked for the pricing and it was like $48!!!!!

Siao or not? I rather do it myself lor.

The total cost to diy is only:

144 crystals = $6.50. (That is like 0.045 cents for one crystal
and I used only 15 of them = 70 cents!)
No brand pink nail polish = $3?

Shugar premium stickers = $8.90 but I only used half of it so it's only $
4.45.

In total = $8.15!!!!!!!111

Rather than paying $50 willingly to the manicurist, why not do it yourself? I think it is also more self satisfactory lor. Shiokness!

I even came up with poses to accomodate my chio pink nails.

Hahahaha. I cannot stand it lor. It is so bimbotically pink. But still, I like it so so so much. Amazingly, it has already been 1 week but the crystals and stickers are still intact. (Cos I put a new coat of transparent nail polish once in a while.)

Still looking good after so long! For only an amount of $8.15. *smirks*

I wanted to continue to camwhore. But then, my family were already heading over to the door cos the bus has arrived!

So I continued my passion in the bus lo.

Before long, we finally reached our destination. Actually not really, they just bring us to some place for those who haven't eaten their breakfast. They actually recommended a freaking big bao for us to try.

It is damn freaking big lor. See the cheeser ball below. AS-BIG-AS-THAT. But not bery bery nice in my opinion.

Consists of alot of shits mixed into one big bao. Like, mushroom and salted veges with meat. I didn't have much of it.

Acting cute on the bus. What? I'm only nineteen! T-T

Oh yeah, I haven't stated my objective for this trip.... It is actually to go and eat durians. I know, it is lame to state that but what I have in mind is a nice setting, us visiting the durian farm before settling down on nice scenery to enjoy the fragrant duriansssss.

But oh, everything was such a disappointment.

We actually stopped at this kampong place.

Worst still, we were briefly ushered durians that were unriped and dirty. I took a few bites and immediately lost my appetite. How nice.

The only thing that made up the disappointment is the shopping. But it is damn freaking rushed lor. Only 1 hour! I think the very least should give 2 hours lor. Girls never get tired of shopping. Especially things are really cheap over there.

I bought these hair accessories. Crazy hor? But guess what, these accesories only RM $20 - which is about $8 in Singapore. Cheap or not you tell me.

Out of all these,

I like this most. Polly the nicest hair tie in that shop. So bling and pretty. Shinyyyyy. :D

Dinner came after the shopping.

At some wulu restaurant that I never heard of.

The rice came in a bucket. Sot one.

Green vege in oyster sauce. I don't like this. I NEVER liked veges. NEVER!

Finally something pleasing to the eye. Shark fins!

But I suspect it is fake shark fins lor. The only thing that is expensive is the few measle crab meat in it.

Braised chicken. Surprisingly quite nice or maybe I am just hungry.

Boiled prawns! Someone peeled this for me. I forgot who. But it tasted bland and ermmm not very fresh.

Yam + pork? Weird combination I would say.

Very fattening too! But I like these type of fatty meat. Especially when you eat it together with porridge.

The dinner wasn't fab but at the very least, it is still edible lah. What to expect for a one day trip that is cheap? Hahaha.

Overall, I thinkkkkkk the most worth it part is the shopping cos I will never get those accessories for $8 in Singapore. Maybe just the hairtie alone already more than $8 already lor.

Ok, this blog post shall end abruptly here.

-Sign Off @ 10:30 AM :)

Did you guys...

Monday, July 14, 2008

LOL. I hope you did! (:

Life has been hectic for me these few days. Will be updating soon though! -watch out for www.xia0xue.blogspot.com !!!!!111

-Sign Off @ 11:16 AM :)

I don't really have a title

Tuesday, July 08, 2008

It's one of the days when you wakes up, find yourself rushed for time and you sprung out of the bed and get dressed immediately.

Happens to be alot of times in fact since I have started school. Except that....... on the days when I was dressed up early (like once or twice), I realised that actually I have no school at all. Seriously, I think I am soooooo retarded la.

I think I blogged about it earlier about my a&p being elearning. For those who don't really know, elearning is online studying (which I don't exactly do anyway. I just sleep my way through. LOLOLOL!)

And yes, I did it again! Cos.I.forgot.that.I.have.actually.attended.the.lesson.for.another.group.

In the end, I woke myself up at the holy timing of 6.30am which most primary, secondary and junior college people do. I know waking up at 9 plus am is a luxuary already and I should stop complaining but when you got accustomed to like waking at around that time (9++ for me), you are.

So I deduce that people gets pretty lazy and won't wake up unless there is a need to. Especially for my case cos I think I am fucking lazy. I am so lazy that I am lazy to go and pee. Okay kidding. ~~I just don't want to burst my bladder.~~ :)

& I got conned to studying until like nuts for the MRS test cos I thought it was 20% weightage but in the end!!!!!!!!!!

Only a pathetic 5%. But nevertheless, quite satisfied with what I got luh. Although I could have done better.

Oh wells...

But I think my course is effing interesting lor. You don't get to see what you see during your normal lives.

You guys know why???????

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COS I GET TO SEE DISSECTED BODYPARTS. Which are 100% real.

Do you get to see that often? I hope not. Unless you work as an undertaker and there is a murder case or something. Hahaha.

Okay. Seriously, I am damn scared okay. Imagine like, you're in a room filled with different parts of human bodies.

There are jugs and jugs of preservatives and inside it display a hand. Just a hand with its lower limb and the fingers are abit crooked. I bet you will scream if you are locked in it alone lor.

We got to see it during our bio lesson. Duh obviously cos the lecturer has to teach us the different muscles. So practically, I saw a dissected leg without skin that is preserved.

The smell was quite bad leh and it actually made the muscle looks like DUCK MEAT. Even the skin turned into like, reddish and dried up - like ROASTED DUCK SKIN.

So quite tramatised about it and I guess I won't be touching on ducks anytime soon thank you! Hahahahaha.

But then photography is strictly prohibited in the room. I guess that is only right cos if you die and sway sway get yourself dissected and studied, you won't want people to take photo of your dissected body parts right? LOL.

The ones that I saw also include brains and a face.......... YES you read correctly. A fucking face that stares directly at you. :(

Worst still, without skin.

We are allowed to poke at the leg muscles to see the different muscles but I am too chicken to do it. So I don't know how it feels and I rather not to. However, my friend told me that it is damn hard lorrrrrrrr.

Okay, I should stop here. I will get goosebumps if I continue. But still, it is still an experience luh. How often do u get to see this type of things?

Well, and I finally got one photo of my very long long long ago portfolio photoshoot photo and I am darn happy cos I think it looks freaking nice. ~~Cos don't look like me. Hahahaha.~~

Credits to the photographer and eleganz. :)

*Clickable to enlarge*

How I wish I look like this everyday. Duncha? :)

-Sign Off @ 9:46 AM :)

Pretty clothes

Saturday, July 05, 2008

Update: Great news. More discounts for these pretty clothes cos' of the feedbacks that they are abit pricey. So now it's definitely afforable!!! Grab yours before they are sold out cos there are only limited stocks left.

I have this friend who recently set up an online blogshop so it is like kinda new. So why not take a peek of it and see if you like the clothes or not?

I do think that they are very nice. But I'm not sure whether my views will be biased or not luh. XD

However, you guys should trust that my taste is not bad right??? RIGHT. -___-"

Out of goodwill, I helped her to model this series of clothes cos I love them too luh. They are all so pretty. :]

Okay, pictures time.

First come:

Kristy - ~~$30~~ $24
Which is a sheer indie-printed kimono top.

Measurements
pit to pit : 9"(stretchable)
length : 27"
its uk6-12

Then, another one of my favourites. Seriously I love this to death. I have been very unwilling to spare with my money these few days cos I am feeling kinda broke. Like why do I find all the nice clothes just when I am running out of cash? :(

But still, I bought it. LOLOLOL. Cos I simply cannot resist not buying it. I know I will regret if I don't. Hahahahaha.

It's called Kylie retailing at ~~$30~~ $25. Owner's prescription of it is that it is a light-green butterflies-printed kimono top. Personally, I feel that it is more of blue but still, a gorgeous colour + pattern luh. Really nice.

I love the wind effect! :D :D :D

Measurements
pit to pit : 9" (stretchable)
length : 32"
fits uk6-12

Next up is also one of my personal favourite. Cos.... I so dig nicely patterned kimono-looking clothes now. You guys know why?

1) It is really stretchable.
2) The designs of this series are really really nice. Unlike those common-er looking ones
3) I love the sleeve designnnnnnnn. Like butterfly. LOLOL.
4) I think people look good in it - be it skinny, average or more on the heavier scale.

So yeah, let me introduce Kelina - ~~$35~~ $29.
It is a sheer on the upper half (meaning you can be sexy by wearing just a bra on when you feel like seducing your other half! Just kidding) but there is lining on the bottom half so don't worry about that. :)

Oh yeah, forgot to mention the damn nice flowered design on it luhs. I got this dress too btw!

Kelina - ~~$35~~ $29
"I'm an off-white floral kimono dress with pretty rose designs."

Measurements
pit to pit : 9" (stretchable)
length : 32"
fits uk6-12

Previously, I didn't think that blue flowers will work on me, you know? Cos obviously I prefer colours more towards the pink side. (Yeah I know bimbo but whatever) So I prefer purple flowers. But on second thoughts, after trying this, I feel that actually blue flowers still looks kinda good on me eh!

Featuring Kloe - ~~$35~~ $29
"I'm a white floral kimono dress with blue rose designs."

Looks pretty good hor? Even my sis approves of it also!

Wakakaka. I'm actually having fun cos no one can say that I am actually indulging in taking photos of myself cos it is my other friend who is taking all these photos for me.

.... & do you know I am very anal about how she take photo of me one? I bet she feels like kiling me everytime I complain that the photo is not nice. Hahahahahaha. :P

Measurements
pit to pit : 8"
length : 32"
fits uk6-12

Last but not least............. I hope you guys didn't get tired of seeing kimono-styled dress if it is not of your liking. I don't really like kimono-styled tops/dress until I chanced upon these lovely series lor.

So I'm gonna show you guys one more which is of different style and very versatile too!!!!!111

Cos you can wear it in 3 style and all of them look so good that I feel like eating them up. Yessss, I'm feeling way hungry now.

Named Karen - ~~$28~~ $24
"I'm a little black dress with a very pretty eyelet ruffled collar."

Wear it like a normal dress.

Wear it like a toga!!!!11 You can look sexy and chic now since it is totally raging in trend. :D

...OR....

Wear it like a offshoulder dress. You can wear a waist belt too to flaunt your curves further if you wanna.

So like I say, very versatile hor?

& the blogowner also decided to throw in FREE normal postage too! So what you see here will be what you will be getting for. Awesome isn't it?

So if you like the clothes that you see above, you can visit http://stylebelles.livejournal.com/ to take a look. You can find out more about this new blogshop too. Hope you guys will lend support to her. Cos I'm featured in it mah. Hahhahaha. :D :D :D

p/s I rebonded my hair. If you guys looked carefully enough.

-Sign Off @ 10:07 AM :)