_my love for you;

Dedicated to you, and only you.

Saturday, July 10, 2010

I always wondered about how people find their boyfriend and I am a firm believer of guys found in clubs can never be a good boyfriend. But I ate my own words when I met mine in a club. I mean I met him way before that at his brother's birthday chalet but my impression of him wasn't good cos he was as dead as drunk and came introducing himself as a drunkard so I pretty much ignored him.

However, despite meeting in a club, I only went cos it was..

1) New Year's Eve
2) I cannot reject it.
3) I don't wanna spend it at home sleeping away.

But the funny thing, both of us aren't clubbers. I just don't like squeezing with 21349827482 people and vibrating at the same spot for 3 hours and the other reason? I get darn red as a tomato whenever I drink. Even if it is just a glass of beer but good thing is that I don't puke as much if I drink more nowadays. I puked every single time I drank last time and it burned my throat so bad that I always swore never to drink again. Lols!

It had been 1 & the half year dear. Probably the longest relationship I ever have. I said probably because I have no idea about how long my first was actually. Even if it's not the longest yet, it is the most blissful one I ever have. I just felt like I'm being treated like the first day he knew me. It certainly isn't easy to please me but we'll make it through. :3

You know it's love when your heart just skips a beat whenever you think of him.
When you can hold your handphone on your hand waiting for his reply till you fall asleep. And get upset afterwards for taking so long to reply.
When you just kept smiling to your phone whenever you receive a sms from him.
When you miss him like crazy when your friend wore the same cologne that he wears.
When you start putting in effort just to please him and yourself.
Whenever you cry or feel upset, he's the first person you want to see.
When it is 3am in the morning and he is willing to stay up and fetch you.
When you feel that all the other people can doubt you and it only matters that he doesn't.
When he is your bestfriend and loverboy.

When he makes a trip down to botanical garden at 12am just to make your valentine's day complete.

When you just felt so happy with some lightsticks that he impromptu-ly made for you.

When he can just kneel and tell you how much he loves you.

And how he brought sparklers cos he thought that you would like them.
And just to let you know, I do. :D

When you just wish that time could stop at that very moment. With just you, and him.

When he follows you to your photoshoot even though it was at some wulu baga place and tries to take photos of you sneakily and trying to not let you realise it.

When he wore out stupid couple tees that he swore that he wouldn't.

When you look like this, sometimes.

When seeing him happy makes you a happier person as well.

When he does all sorts of stupid faces and you still find him cute all the same.

...

That's when you know it's love.

I love you, Patrik.
Happy 18th months to us.

xoxo,
xia0xue

-Sign Off @ 11:58 AM :)