Thursday, September 30, 2010

Sometimes, in life, shit happens and all we have to do is to GET OVER IT. Probably admit that our lives are fucked and that's about it.
Today I had the most FML moment in the month of sep, went into slight depression mode but eventually I got over it after talking to many. I wished that sometimes, reality is a dream. We are in a dream of a dream and when we wake up, all the troubles and worries were insignificant - or that, it doesn't matter anyway since it's a dream.
Last time, I used to think of my blog as a platform to vent out my anger, voice out my displeasures, sadness and also to share my happiness. However, since this is afterall, a public blog, I cannot afford to do that anymore. I wonder how long I can bottle up my feelings, emotions and swallow them all down till the day I couldn't take it anymore. Perhaps I should create another private blog and talk all I want there. Just.. not here.
...And people like to see happy thoughts right? No one will enjoy reading how emo or tragic a person's life is. Unless you really hate the person ttm and is a sadist.
But I'm only human. I feel sad, emo and angry at times as well. Now I seriously need a time out to adjust my emo self back to normal. Sorry guys and be right back.
xoxo,
xia0xue